Nausea

Feel like vomiting.

Bricks on head, splitting the ache.

Acrid acid in stomach churn. churn. churn.

Eyes and spirit are tired. Sleep runs away.

Come back. Come back sleep. Head is heavy heavy heavy.

Tired of continuous effort.

Tired of being disappointed.

Tired of trying to stand up by myself.

Tired of being strong.

Just tired.

but sleep eludes.

Is there a hell just like the one i described?

God. help. I dun understand.

acid stomach churn.churn.churn.

winding fan wheels slow.slow.slow.

no knocks upon my door. no one to care at all.

Is there a hell just like the one I am in?