I tell you God is Real

No kidding.

These past few days, I've been at my shallowest. Like, digging the mud off tar roads, low. Maybe it's my PMS, maybe it's the stress or lack of exercise, but whatever it was, I was very close to falling.

Teetering, Tottering on the edge of the cliff of an Abyss. Looking down longingly at the masquerade partying below. It was tempting.

But God truly is real. At that moment when I was so ever lost, I told God, 'If you're real, call my name' and He did. Like seriously, like literally. Not of course, in his voice but through someone else. And I was safe again. Saved again. Just like that.

No kidding.

I was still swaying a bit tho, here and there, then God through two anchors into my path to hold me up and drag me way from the cliff. Those two anchors sat me down and talked all the doubts away.

Each one, every one, lifted and flew away, like the whisp of dusty air that they were, yet the Devil tried to make me believe they were heavy chains around me.

And the Question and conviction I'm left with is "What would Jesus do?" and "Who am I trying to serve, really?"

I got confused. I wondered if what I thought was wrong, truly wrong? Cos every Christian seems to do it, yet someone drop a bomb on me.

Question: Andrea, if you saw Jesus in a pub, but he's not drinking or clubbing, what would you think?
Answer: First thing I'll think, If I was a Pharisee or a modern day Paparazzi, I wouldn't believe him at all if he says he didn't drink and club.

Truth.

It's like seeing a politician going to a sex escort club, and no matter how he denies it, no matter the truth in his truths, (whether he went to find his long lost daughter whom he never knew and just found the location of) the picture others have of him lasts and says otherwise.

Thanks Mei Fong and Siew Ern. You've been truly helpful *Hug*

"So whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do it all for the GLORY of GOD" 1Cor10:31